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BACK DOOR BOY IN A FRONT DOOR WORLD
OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY - THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE
I'm stunned... 
15th-Sep-2007 11:42 pm
Candle
This is one of the saddest, most frighteningly real things I have ever seen.

I UNDERSTAND THIS. I UNDERSTAND HOW THESE PEOPLE FEEL.
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17th-Sep-2007 01:59 am (UTC)
You're right that I do have a much better perspective from which to deal with all this - while it's upsetting that I didn't see it coming (or did, but was in denial) I have so many tools available to help with it that I wouldn't have had when I was young.

I'm also amazed at CMA, the 12-step program. I'd never had any interaction with them before and while the whole GOD thing is annoying it's annoying for a lot of people who nonetheless make the program work for them.

To be in regular contact with people who are striving and struggling with the same thing I am and to have complete strangers put themselves there for me and to see how they work towards releasing judgements of themselves and others, it's so good for me.

In many ways this is the best thing that could happen to me right now because I have the opportunity to work through a lot of stuff during a downtime in terms of life and responsibility. I really feel that this could be the most important thing I've ever done.
17th-Sep-2007 03:55 pm (UTC)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
19th-Sep-2007 10:30 am (UTC)
:) Thanks.
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