Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith
jesus_h_biscuit

21 years ago today...

I lost someone precious to me to an impulsive suicide. I'm still at a loss all these years later, and I accept that it happened and have learned to live with it. I am still both hurt by her choice and angry at her for making it, however. Because I have such a good life now, better than we ever imagined we would when we used lay out in my front yard at night and plan our futures while looking at stars that seemed as far away from everyone as we did.

I love and miss you, Staci.
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