lonelyI woke up with a song in my head - Nick Lachey's "What's Left Of Me" (MP3), which I really like. What a beautiful song, I really hadn't listened to anything by him before this one, and he reminds me a good bit of Robbie Williams. Beautiful boys, both.
I think it's rather strange that any time I wake up with a song on repeat in my head, I always feel very disconnected and out of sorts. I feel terribly odd today, and I have no idea why. There are things burdening me, absolutely - but nothing I can really change. I have a bit of a philosophy on matters I have no power to affect change on, I tend to be dismissive and not absorb it all too much. What good does it ever get anyone to sweat something you're not able to fix?
I think what my main problem is I am full of longing and/or yearning. There are people I miss muchly. Friends I haven't seen in a long time and really need time with. Only one cure for that, you know. I'll see several people in April at
arie & zarchanalin's wedding. That's going to be so great, I cannot wait to be there. I'll also get to meet several of you in person that I haven't met before, which is going to rock balls in a big way.Tonight D and I are celebrating Valentine's Day by having dinner in bed and watching either The Goonies or Six Degrees Of Separation - I think our mood at that time will be the deciding factor.
Videopost uploading now, on it's way within a few minutes. In the meantime, here's my current music:
Nick Lachey - What's Left Of Me
