Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith

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Krishna H. Vishnu I'm tired... As predicted (self fulfilling prophecy, more like) I barely slept at all last night. I tried reading. I tried writing. I tried an extra Benadryl. Then when I got to sleep, I had a dream that I was flying around in the Wonkavator™, only it was the one from the 5th level of Dante's hell and we kept bumping into things. It was scary, and I blame Tina and Damien for getting on those insane rides at the fair yesterday and scaring the Bejeezus out of me.

Damien was mentioning to me that it makes him feel special everytime his family considers me one of his own. Before we left the house for the fair, his mom said to Tina "You make sure you stay with your brothers and keep an eye on them." I thought a lot about that when I was listening to my friend go on and on last night about how completely fucked up his life is, and two things occurred to me on the drive into work this morning. One is that I am so incredibly lucky that it's damn near scary. The other was that I might as well have been listening to Daniel, because they both have such similar backgrounds and complaints. I felt bad for the both of them, and at the same time I felt contempt for them. They are victims of their own life choices. And they serve a God that both made a mockery of them and causes them to be full of useless guilt and shame. Then again, they made the choice to believe it and buy into all that bullshit. Either way you look at it, it's sad and pathetic.

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I'll have the Deathburger™, rare..."

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