Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith

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Monday Evening

Damien came by earlier and brought me this swank Javy Lopez poster:

I'm digging it - I think I'm going to put it on the wall of my room where there is a missing paint spot... Thanks again, baby, I love it!

I'm in the process of reading "Dream Brother - The Lives & Music Of Tim & Jeff Buckley". I'm reading it slowly as many of the things in it are already making me feel anxious and sad. It is hard to explain, I feel at times as if he were a friend of mine and I'm still grieving his loss as such. Renea, you are going to LOVE this book, man. It's written fluid like poetry, and there are numerous details that make it thick and well fleshed out. It also chronicles Tim Buckley very well.

We have decided to accept the offer of $170.00 from David & Robin tomorrow, but I will make it clear that in the future if there are any plans to accuse me of anything - anything at all - the person making the accusation had damned well better be offering proof of my guilt along with it. To suggest to my employers that I would use my place of employment as a vehicle in wrongdoing is nothing short of intolerable and I'll be goddamned if I take that shit lying down. I've tried hard to keep Robin out of it, even though I feel she is just as guilty, and her demeanor tomorrow will determine whether or not I intend to walk away from this completely.

Forgiveness is a Christian notion. I am not a Christian. There are certain people in this world that once having crossed me and broken my trust I declare dead to me, and those that I will hate mercilessly until I die.

David Walker is dead to me. Then again, he was never really alive to me in the first place. I was thinking that she might say something to the effect of never working with me again. I'm almost hoping she will - that way I can tell her that in 6 months time, once she signs a contract, we'll do a DIVORCE website just for her...

You're a bitch and you'll always be
There's a bitch on every branch of your family tree
If bitchiness had numbers, you'd be "Infinity".

~ Evan Lowenstein, friend and musician

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