nostalgic
I was talking to my friend David yesterday, and he said a remarkable thing. He said "You know, maybe this was a gift to us from her" in describing the fact that it is clear now to the both of us that we've missed out on years of each other's lives, but have been drawn together in the wake of her death. I think he's right. Once I get the music, I'll hurt about all of this stuff much less. For now though, I'm just stuck with it.
