I've felt very lonely and at times isolated as of late, there are people all over the place that I miss and cannot see/talk to as often as I'd like. I wished bubba, michaelnolan, mynameisbessie, 50poundnote, ladysisyphus, rustnroses, solauris, mntnlaurel, bigfundrew, dlainef, dubhain, mlion, hypofixx, ilubmoney, koaloha, die7fox, casecob, roadnotes, rahaeli, and tons more of you lived closer. So many more of you I'm not even able to remember by name right now. It's the holidays creeping up on me to a large degree, I'm sure of that much. That and the fact that I'm feeling very needy for people I love and want to learn to love to be closer to me. I've felt like a failure in the friendship department with many of you because I don't get to spend the time with you that I know I should, but life gets in the way and you cannot always do everything you want to do. I know it's ridiculous outside of my own head, but that's the prevalent emotion when I'm thinking too much.
Bah, enough of this. I want to have dinner at Cowtippers or Roxx, and I want to take tons of pictures of everyone in the park if the weather cooperates. Who's coming to (or out in) Atlanta to see me for my birthday and give me big hugs and kisses, but no spankings?