I'm having a hard time thinking about him, save for a couple of stories of our childhood that I'm sure I'll write about in time. Things just feel very odd right now, more than usual. Which is actually appropriate for my given situation, as things ARE more odd than usual.
Thanks for all of the support and encouragement everyone, it is heartfelt and genuinely appreciated. I'm currently waiting on my antihistamines to kick in so that I might be able to breathe through my nose while I sleep. Other than that, like I told bubba, I'm pretty numbed out right now. Unless I think about anything and then my heart just hurts.
All for now, will be home tomorrow evening and all weekend long. Send me energy, I need it - my love to all who deserve it.