Sountrack For My Current State Of Mind, tentative title "...yeah..."
These songs represent where I am at the moment. Some of these have been offered before. There are 28 in all, it was easier to put several in zip files and do it that way. So if you're interested in getting into my heart and mind, here's a good way to start. Plus, it's just great music, the lot of it. The inspiration for this playlist (which I've listened to on repeat all week) is the fact that I'm in a constant state of overwhelm/hurt/anger/general frustration. Some of the last people I ever expected to hold responsible for it are to blame, in as much as they are or can be responsible. The worst thing is they don't even know it, which just makes it that much worse. I have become the biggest crybaby in the world over the past three weeks,seemingly the slightest thing makes me cry. For someone like me who normally doesn't do such things, never has, it would seem that all of the 'not cry' I was issued at birth has been used up - now, it appears, is crying time. And it fucking sucks. None of that 'feeling better afterwards' kind of release, just residual frustration and the like that feels like some insurmountable wall all around me. Whatever, on with the music. If anything got uploaded incorrectly, let me know and I wil see what I can do. Enjoy.