Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith
jesus_h_biscuit

What The Hell Is WRONG With Me?

Things are good for the most part, but I'm just at an utter loss for why I feel like crying and just breaking down some of the time.

I woke up in the WORST mood. All I want to do is crawl into a hole and roll up into a little ball. I've gone to sleep and woken up to Damien for the past two days, and this morning I wake up on my own.

It makes me feel completely vulnerable to admit this, to say nothing of shit scared, but I literally hurt when he's not around. He left to go home last night and I should have gone right to sleep - I was dog tired - and instead I stayed up for another hour at least.

I've never, EVER been this completely mad for someone who took the time to give it back. I should be completely happy all of the time. What is wrong with me?
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