I cannot tell yet if I'm just ready for the change in seasons and the rebirth of the earth and all that rot, or if I just need to beat the fuck out of someone - anyone - until I feel better. I'm going through this self evaluation thing tonight, and I'm simmering in a lot of aggression and a lot of hopeless frustration. Varied reasons for both, but none that I'm getting into at present.
Can't get over whatever cold or sickness I've had off and on for a week now. I'm dead tired but cannot sleep anymore, at least never longer than four hours or so in a row and then I wake up, exhausted and completely frustrated.