Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
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I saw an HBO documentary last night called Telling Nicholas that really affected me. Look for it to come back on if you get the chance to see it. It's about a little 7 year old boy that lost his mother in the World Trade Center attack and how they explain it to him that his mommy is not coming home ever again. Yes, it is gut wrenching and somewhat exploitative, but it ended on a very uplifting note that made me feel a little bit more okay with my own feelings about everything.

Damien watched it with me and we both cried. It brought out some stories of my own from my past that I felt were appropriate to share with him. We talked until midnight cuddled up on the couch and it felt really good to be that open to him. That's getting easier these days.

In other news, I'm still trying to understand people and failing miserably. Somehow people manage to disappoint me and I find myself not surprised at all. That really makes it clear to you how close you are to them when you come to expect disappointment. Which is kind of sad and disheartening. Then again, that's on them and not on me I suppose. Anyhoo, I've got a rumbly in my tumbly and I'm pretty sure there's something in the pantry with my name on it.








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I saw an HBO documentary last night called <a href="http://www.hbo.com/americaundercover/nicholas/">Telling Nicholas</a> that really affected me. Look for it to come back on if you get the chance to see it. It's about a little 7 year old boy that lost his mother in the <a href="http://www.thewtcmemorial.com">World Trade Center</a> attack and how they explain it to him that his mommy is not coming home ever again. Yes, it is gut wrenching and somewhat exploitative, but it ended on a very uplifting note that made me feel a little bit more okay with my own feelings about everything.

Damien watched it with me and we both cried. It brought out some stories of my own from my past that I felt were appropriate to share with him. We talked until midnight cuddled up on the couch and it felt really good to be that open to him. That's getting easier these days.

In other news, I'm still trying to understand people and failing miserably. Somehow people manage to disappoint me and I find myself not surprised at all. That really makes it clear to you how close you are to them when you come to expect disappointment. Which is kind of sad and disheartening. Then again, that's on them and not on me I suppose. Anyhoo, I've got a rumbly in my tumbly and I'm pretty sure there's something in the pantry with my name on it.

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