Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith
jesus_h_biscuit

  • Mood:
  • Music:
I got a call from my mother earlier this evening, she was preparing me for an oncologist's appointment on Wednesday. She's being tested for new cancer cells in her throat, possibly her lymph nodes and something about her esopagus. She sounded tired, and she told me that she's pretty sure she has it. I got the impression that she doesn't even care. I'm not even thinking about it until I get the test results, and not worrying about it until or unless I have something to worry about. It's been 10 or 15 years since her last bout with this shit, so anything at this point is a possibility.

I don't know where I feel colder, outside of my skin or inside of it.

Fucking hell.
Subscribe

  • Peace From Broken Pieces

    Yesterday morning while trying to face being me right now (and that shit ain't easy, trust me) and have the courage to get out of bed and motivate…

  • On Gratitude

    Last night I got some very sad and tragic family news. I will not divulge details, but this affects us all and it is heartbreaking. I needed to calm…

  • Parenting & Imparting Life Lessons

    I posted this to my Facebook wall because it was hysterically funny, and because I can relate to these parents. I think anyone for whom this…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Comments allowed for friends only

    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

  • 0 comments