Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith

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What the hell is the matter with me?

I am in the strangest mood these past two days. I'm aggravated, I'm tired, I'm depressed, I'm totally out of sorts. I have no cause for this, I have no reasons specifically to merit any of this, I just feel like these crying jags are lurking around the corner just waiting on me to make that turn - and for what?

So what do I do when I feel like this?

I fired up Photoshop and figured I'd do some brushwork or something, but there is nothing inspiring me right now. I wanted to take some new pictures today, but it was too sunny. I only really like my pictures when it's overcast outside, I get better light that way. Not that it really matters, I haven't shaved or anything today and I want to be clean shaven for new pictures of myself. I'm definitely taking some after I get that sweater I want, I already have ideas for those images. Maybe on the day I go to take them, which will be either a Saturday or a Sunday, some of my friends will want to go downtown and take some with me.

I think I'm going to throw up, my stomach is doing all kinds of gymnastics. I need a theme for a desktop, that's what I need. I'm going to listen to some Joni Mitchell and come up with something.

Everything is just...

And by the way, while I love Fred Durst and Limp Biskit, whomever said that their cover of "Behind Blue Eyes" was better than The Who's original is seriously disturbed.
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