July 22nd, 2005

Sountrack For My Current State Of Mind, tentative title "...yeah..."

These songs represent where I am at the moment. Some of these have been offered before. There are 28 in all, it was easier to put several in zip files and do it that way. So if you're interested in getting into my heart and mind, here's a good way to start. Plus, it's just great music, the lot of it. The inspiration for this playlist (which I've listened to on repeat all week) is the fact that I'm in a constant state of overwhelm/hurt/anger/general frustration. Some of the last people I ever expected to hold responsible for it are to blame, in as much as they are or can be responsible. The worst thing is they don't even know it, which just makes it that much worse. I have become the biggest crybaby in the world over the past three weeks,seemingly the slightest thing makes me cry. For someone like me who normally doesn't do such things, never has, it would seem that all of the 'not cry' I was issued at birth has been used up - now, it appears, is crying time. And it fucking sucks. None of that 'feeling better afterwards' kind of release, just residual frustration and the like that feels like some insurmountable wall all around me. Whatever, on with the music. If anything got uploaded incorrectly, let me know and I wil see what I can do. Enjoy.

1 [18.2 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras (Live)
  • Angie Aparo - Cry
  • Angie Aparo - Memphis City Rain
  • Ani Difranco - Untouchable Face
  • Bette Midler - I Think It's Going To Rain Today
2 [24.1 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • BT - Satellite
  • Evanescence - Going Under
  • Hannah Marcus - Demerol
  • Hole - Doll Parts
  • Indigo Girls - Blood & Fire
3 [34.7 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • Indigo Girls - Ghost
  • Indigo Girls - Hey Jesus
  • Indigo Girls - Love's Recovery
  • Joan Armatrading - The Weakness In Me
4 [22.8 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • Love Spit Love - How Soon Is Now
  • Mad Season - River Of Deceit
  • Mary Chapin Carpenter - What Was It Like
  • Morrissey - Suedehead
  • Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - People Ain't No Good
5 [19.9 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • Peter Gabriel - Mercy Street
  • Pray For Rain - Taxi To Heaven
  • Tears For Fears - Standing On The Corner Of The Third World
  • The Replacements - Within Your Reach
  • This Mortal Coil - I Must Have Been Blind
6 [36.7 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • Bruce Cockburn - Lovers In A Dangerous Time
  • Sigur Rós - Untitled #8 (The Pop Song)
  • Sigur Rós - Vidrar Vel Til Loftárása

7 [7.28 MB DOWNLOAD]
  • Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over (live)