February 13th, 2004

I don't know what's worse.

The nightmare that wakes you up at 2:30AM, the resulting insomnia, not being able to eat anything for over 24 hours other than about 6 french fries, or feeling so sad you really want to cry but have no tears for it. Or possibly the frustraion of it all.

Now I have heartburn again as well. Odd, considering there's nothing in my stomach.

Can't sleep, can't eat.

Just empty in so many ways.

And not a thing I can do about it.