November 7th, 2003

I think I have cancer of the perspective.

I was reading my Friends journal page and catching up on some comments and stuff and I have to say I'm both incredulously disappointed and completely horrified by someone and his behavior/actions. This deeply saddens me. They say that if you have no expectations of people then they cannot disappoint you. All I ever expect from my friends is that they make a concerted effort to better themselves and never deliberately hurt anyone that doesn't deserve it. I could never have imagined that when he was so much younger and kinder that he'd become as self indulgent, shallow, cowardly, and out of step with reality as he is. I took this kid under my wing and defended him over and over, at one point daring people to say something negative to him because I knew he wouldn't defend himself and I'd be damned if I were going to let someone be victimized when they needed to be protected. Now, apparently, that very thing is the cardinal sin.

I feel like nothing I knew as real is real anymore. Nothing is sacred, everything is disposable. People use a bullshit excuse for everything and if you say it enough times you just might believe it is true.

I wonder how you can spend that much energy writing out the imaginary way that things happened and not consider how much of it is pretend. And I'm supposed to take you serouisly and believe that you're sincere... Well I'm sorry, but that's not for me. On second thought, I'm not sorry because I'm guilty of nothing here but misjudgment.

So in a nutshell, fuck you for breaking my heart, Charlie - but I mean it with love. You figure it out.
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From CNN.com:
Texas textbook vote ruffles religious activists
Did someone say LUDICROUS? This is the height of ignorance, I swear. If you're going to attempt to discredit science, you damned well better have your fact based evidence to present as a counteracting alternative. What a minute, there IS no fact based evidence to support Creationism! ::slaps forehead:: Stupid sheeple... ::mutters::

From Foxnews.com:
Critics of Gibson Film Say They've Been Harassed
Um... ::blink:: I know it's not required reading or anything, but have the people connected with the ADL actually READ the Bible? I mean, if you take the Bible literally, then the Jews ARE in fact responsible for the crucifixion through the Romans. Hey, don't get mad at me - I didn't write this bullshit. Hell, I don't even believe any of it happened!

In Acts 2:36 it is written as Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that God hath made the same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ. In Acts 3: 13-17 it is written as The God of Abraham, and of Isaac, and of Jacob, the God of our fathers, hath glorified his Son Jesus; whom ye delivered up, and denied him in the presence of Pilate, when he was determined to let [him] go. But ye denied the Holy One and the Just, and desired a murderer to be granted unto you; And killed the Prince of life, whom God hath raised from the dead; whereof we are witnesses. And his name through faith in his name hath made this man strong, whom ye see and know: yea, the faith which is by him hath given him this perfect soundness in the presence of you all. And now, brethren, I wot that through ignorance ye did [it], as [did] also your rulers.

From 365gay.com:
Bizarre New Twist In Gen. Clark Promotion
I wonder what Callie's going to say about this...

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What the shit is THIS?

Today is going to be interesting. For starters, we didn't have any regular coffee this morning and I had to make a pot of decaf. Something is definitely going on today, I can feel it already. Cole is being a little shit and Avery is being a big ol' grump.

Hmmm...

(15 minutes later)...

Okay - no sooner do I post this when the owner of the Woolfolk House calls me and asks for my help in getting information on the house. I told him the name of the architect who designed the house in 1859-60 and told him I'd copy everything I had on it. Chances are I'm going to visit the house for another round of photos next week, to document the progress in construction. Already the new front and side porches are mostly done, and they are brick this time - beautiful red and blue Georgia clay brick to boot. How befitting! I still have to edit the pictures I took last month and post them - that is my project for today after I make room for them by deleting more pictures from the site.

(10 minutes after that, effectively 25 minutes later)...

My former roommate/dear friend/sister Monique (the one I mentioned is in the band Whiskey Downs in New Mexico) calls me to let me know that I'm going to be an uncle again! After many long years of trying again, she's 4 weeks pregnant and is very ecstatic about it. Her 10 year old daughter Samantha is equally ecstatic. ::does backflip::

YAY!!!!!!!!!!
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