I have got to lose this extra weight and this extra stomach I've grown, it is depressing me in the worst way. I'm to the point where I cannot even stand to look at myself in the mirror. People tell me I'm full of shit, that I look fine - but that's not the point. It isn't about what anyone else's perception of me is, it's about how I feel about myself. Telling me I look fine is not helping, and it certainly isn't encouraging me to take better care of myself. I admit that 50% of my reasoning is pure vanity, of course I want to look better. The other 50% is health. When I feel better physically, I feel better emotionally and psychologically.
We completed InMotionX last summer... Life is all about challenging and pushing yourself harder.
I will be better. Faster. Stronger. Healthier. Content.
Goddamnit, I want a flat stomach!!
Who's up for this?