Brad Smith (jesus_h_biscuit) wrote,
Brad Smith

I'm not apologizing for one word of my last post.

If I didn't love you people, in spite of how furious I am, I wouldn't bother. I am still very highly upset over the reasons I said what I said in the first place. You guys haven't been there to hear her cries, you haven't been there when you should have been. THAT is why I'm pissed. In two weeks you could have managed more than enough time and you didn't. I would feel the same way if it were you in the same situation, each of you should know that. That's what this is all about.

The agreement was to keep petty, insignificant shit off of LiveJournal, NOT calling out what amounts to ignoring a suicidal friend. What kind of friend would I be to any of YOU that was made to feel like she feels and I looked the other way?

You're getting pissed at me before even going to her to apologize and understanding why I'm upset with you. That makes NO sense to me.

It comes to this - I've been nothing but supportive of each of you until now, and have not once failed you as a friend. I'm pissed because you have let one of our family members down, and yet I've overstepped MY boundaries. Where are your priorities? If you at least tried to make it up to her, there would be no anger on my part. What good are you doing her, yourselves, or me for that matter? I'm supposed to just button my lip like it doesn't matter? Please.

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