All of you who consider me a friend understand something please. The how and the why this happened DO NOT MATTER - all that matters is what is. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want want or need other people talking about it or getting stories or looking for reasons. I'm humiliated enough as it is. It just doesn't matter how or why - I have to get some stuff sorted out with myself and what I need is for people to just support me without pitying me or making an issue of this. Yes it sucks, but that's what I need and what I'm asking for. No pity, no condolances, just be there if I need you and act like nothing is different. I really don't need another reminder of just how completely fucked up some things are to make me feel a little lower - so spare me that please. I ask for no more, I expect no less.
On a happier note, I have a big contribution for Miss Barbara's yard sale, Cheryl - a bunkbed set with a metal frame that has a twin mattress on top and a futon on bottom that folds up into a sofa - mattresses included, not a thing wrong with it at all. Let your mama know and I'll get it to her for her yard sale. When is that, by the way?