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BACK DOOR BOY IN A FRONT DOOR WORLD
OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY - THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE
We Just Throw Them Away 
12th-Mar-2007 09:35 am
So.

I'm on the phone last night with my good friend Yellow and walking around outside on the grounds of this complex because we tend to talk for several hours at a time. I happened to be walking past the garbage dumpsters when I saw something that made me pause and take note of something much bigger than me.

Lined up in a neat formation beside the dumpster were three pairs of well worn combat boots and a stack of Army-issue t-shirts. I was immediately struck with questions about them - Who had worn them? Where they had been? What stories they held? Did they ever have anyone's blood, sweat, and tears on them, and what led them to be so carefully and thoughtfully arranged here now for someone like me to find? Did they belong to my soldier friend down the hall who cannot be over 26 years old, his young wife even younger than he and very pregnant, and would the day come when he would be deployed as well as the others? Would he ever come home to us again if he were sent into this fucking war, would he ever see his wife and child - let alone be home in time to bring and welcome it to the world?

In one big rush, I was just floored by the metaphor of this and immediately stopped our conversation to explain what I was seeing and feeling at that moment. I explained to her that there are lots of soldiers living here that are stationed at Fort Benning, and that it is the daily norm to see them walking around in their desert fatigues and these same GI t-shirts. They are as much an integral part of the landscape and daily life here in Columbus as our traditional landmarks and gathering spots are, and we feel very strongly that they are our own sons and daughters, brothers and sisters, and extended family of friends. Each time I see another one moving in, I suspect they have just returned from a tour of duty in Iraq, and when I see one moving out I suspect they are headed to the Middle East and something tiny and irreplaceable inside me breaks into thousands of pieces.

So here I am looking at this scene, thinking about how much I love my country and those whose job it is to defend it, how much I hate this war and this current administration, relating it all to a friend I have this amazing history with and am bonded to for life, and it occurs to me that I have to mark this occasion. I told her that there was a metaphor running through me for this entire thing, and it was the notion that much like these boots and shoes, we don't place enough value on those who wear them - we just throw them away, like they're all in some part these disposable components of our failure in the world. They don't ask for much and they certainly aren't given the respect they are due, and still we just throw them away.


We Just Throw Them Away.
Comments 
12th-Mar-2007 01:50 pm (UTC)
wow, even without they back story, that picture is very powerful, ironic that there is an EMPTY roll of t-paper...
12th-Mar-2007 01:51 pm (UTC)
EXACTLY - I thought the same thing verbatim! I even told Yellow that, and she concurred.
12th-Mar-2007 01:53 pm (UTC)
Given the recent 'revelations' about the VA (oddly enough, many of these same 'revelations' have surfaced before, but I don't recall whether it was during the Clinton or Reagan administrations), I tend to agree with your assessment. These soldiers only seem to have worth so long as they are fighting and dying, and even then, their worth to TPTB is questionable.
12th-Mar-2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
Which illustrates and/or underscores my entire point, thanks!
12th-Mar-2007 01:56 pm (UTC)
Excellent post bud, bittersweet and sad, but excellent.
12th-Mar-2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
I thank you.
12th-Mar-2007 04:55 pm (UTC) - Telling
The discarded roll in the foreground -I read it as a toilet paper roll, which makes the image you captured all the more poignant.

Thank you so much for sharing this.
12th-Mar-2007 08:15 pm (UTC) - Re: Telling
I know, metaphor on metaphor!

You're welcome, my sweet Nina.
12th-Mar-2007 07:48 pm (UTC)
Just wanted to say that this is one of my favorite posts of yours, period.
12th-Mar-2007 08:17 pm (UTC)
I thank you. Share it if you like.
12th-Mar-2007 09:30 pm (UTC)
That gave me goosebumps, and not the good kind. I worry so much for my friends who are going there soon. Terrific post.

It infuriates me the amount of people who see this war as wrong, but do nothing. Where are our college protests now? I know that went off on a tangent, my bad, but ugh.
13th-Mar-2007 12:03 am (UTC)
Absolutely excellent post! Thank you for sharing.
13th-Mar-2007 05:44 am (UTC)
You ought to turn your post into a code so if anyone wanted to copy and paste, with the photo, they could do so.
14th-Mar-2007 09:33 pm (UTC)
very thought provoking post, hun. and a good picture. thrown out like the other rubbish.

i work in a naval base, and these days i worry if i dont see familiar faces around for a week or so, thinking they are posted off.
i feel proud to be helping them..(yeah i only wait on tables for them but hey lol)
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