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OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY - THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE
I Love You, Just because... 
19th-Oct-2005 02:57 am
For everyone that needs it right now, for everyone who has lost something or someone, for everyone who needs not only to be loved and supported but also lifted up and appreciated, know that I'm thinking of you and sending you love and good energy - whether or not I barely know you or whether or not you're a close friend. It is yours for the taking. Just hang on to whatever you can and do what you need to do, do it unapologetically, and do it for yourself and nobody else. And when you're put back together and feeling closer to whole again, remember this time so you can do the same thing for someone else and help them feel less alone and confused and lost as you might right now. It's only temporary.
There is never a right time.
There is never a perfect time.
There is ALWAYS a better time.
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22nd-Oct-2005 09:08 pm (UTC)
Right back at you, baby.
19th-Oct-2005 07:05 am (UTC)
Thanks, I needed this right now.
Just back from taking a friend to the ER this evening and staying with him for 4 hours until his partner could get there.
Glad I found you here - you have great energy.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:09 pm (UTC)
I really believe I have a knack or innate talent for nurturing people.

*many hugs*
19th-Oct-2005 07:53 am (UTC)
I don't care what your beliefs in God are; you are an angel dropped down from heaven to shed his light and love on the rest of us. You are light and hope in this grey world. You, my sweet gay friend, are a pretty damn good example of EXACTLY how Jesus wanted us to treat one another. Wouldn't THAT just frost the shorts of the spooky Christian right?

So there.
19th-Oct-2005 11:19 am (UTC)
He won't admit it, but I checked the tag in his underwear. It does indeed say "Made In Heaven"

D
19th-Oct-2005 03:16 pm (UTC)
You are one lucky man!
19th-Oct-2005 06:05 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
22nd-Oct-2005 09:10 pm (UTC)
What a perfectly gorgeous compliment, thank you!
19th-Oct-2005 08:26 am (UTC)
You're a wonderful person. Hope you get all the love you deserve too.

*hugs*
22nd-Oct-2005 09:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you - I have love in reserves, more than I can give away - which is just what I do any chance I get.
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22nd-Oct-2005 09:12 pm (UTC)
thanks, sweetness - I appreciate it!
19th-Oct-2005 10:29 am (UTC)
so that's why i was thinking about you this morning....I love you JudeBennett
22nd-Oct-2005 09:12 pm (UTC)
<3 - I love you too, Andy!
19th-Oct-2005 11:31 am (UTC)
Thanks! That was a great way to begin the day. And, as someone who is a lot closer to whole than she was a few months ago, the sentiment is absolutely correct. *sending positive energy back*
22nd-Oct-2005 09:13 pm (UTC)
We're all works in progress, love - but here's to you and your recent accomplishments!
23rd-Oct-2005 12:39 am (UTC)
So true. Some progress just goes along more slowly than we'd like. Thanks1 *hugs*
19th-Oct-2005 12:29 pm (UTC)
::tear:: I had a bad day yesterday and today will probably be worse. Your words are so beautiful and truly lifted me up. Thank you.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:14 pm (UTC)
Welcome, Shauna - I hope it clears soon, I also hope you can get to a better headspace soon.
19th-Oct-2005 12:38 pm (UTC)
:D You're the best. ^_^ Thanks.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:15 pm (UTC)
No, you ;-P
19th-Oct-2005 12:57 pm (UTC)
Right on, buddy.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:15 pm (UTC)
;-) - thanks for reading!
19th-Oct-2005 01:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you, sweetheart. I appreciate it.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:18 pm (UTC)
You are most welcome, W - I was thinking largely of you when this was written. I know that you're strong, but I also know that it could only serve to lift you up a bit. Sending good energy and wishful hopes for better days to come is what I have to offer instead of prayer, but the sentiment is about the same. ;-)

*much love and many hugs*
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22nd-Oct-2005 09:19 pm (UTC)
You are one of the people I'd been thinking of when this was written, you know.
19th-Oct-2005 01:28 pm (UTC) - Lift
That's a beautiful sentiment to wake up to. I'd been muttering, cursing and despairing last night about the state of the world, and feeling like the mythical Greek Cassandra, who foretold disaster but not a soul believed her until it all came true.

How amazing that a written paragraph can put everything back into perspective! :o) Definitely will be passing it on.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:19 pm (UTC) - Re: Lift
Thanks - and by all means, PLEASE DO!!
19th-Oct-2005 03:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you. :)
22nd-Oct-2005 09:08 pm (UTC)
Welcome, sweetness!
19th-Oct-2005 04:20 pm (UTC)
Thank you, ever so very much. You don't know how much I need that right now.

I just have to keep telling myself to hang on until the 25th, when I'll finally be in Canada for two weeks with my boyfriend and maybe be able to relax, if I can figure out *how*--never been very good at that (relaxing, that is).

Just hang on...I hope I can.

And, once again, thank you, ever so very much.
22nd-Oct-2005 09:07 pm (UTC)
Welcome, love.
20th-Oct-2005 11:52 am (UTC)
Jude ~ I shall add my voice to the chorus ~ Thank You my dear.
I lost my brother the night you posted this {tuesday ?} and Finding
this beautiful post waiting for me ....well I needed that .
I am so Blessed and though my soul feels un-easy
I am aware of lifes gifts ~ I know you are one of my many Blessing .

~ Fela
22nd-Oct-2005 09:06 pm (UTC)
Dearest Fela,

I offer yoiu my deepest and most heartfelt sympathy. I cannot imagine the grief of losing a sibling, but I know it must be significant. When I wrote this post, it came over me in a wave of sadness and urgency. Somehow things in general didn't feel right.

Friends are very important to me, and I know from experience that the people you love the most need to be lifted up now and then, so this felt like a very normal and natural way for me to do that. I'm especially glad if it helped lift you up, particularly at such a time as this.

Again, I am most sorry for your loss - I send you good energy, lots of love, and many hugs. Be well, sweetness.

XOXOXO,
Jude
1st-Nov-2005 04:48 pm (UTC) - hugs are so lovely , thank you !
Jude ~ Thank you so very much for this comment.
Sadly , I amstill at a loss for words , but I do know
how deeply Blessed I am to have your friendship
and to be in your thoughts .
All my best ~ Fela
21st-Oct-2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
You are such a wonderful person but it pisses me off when you make me sapp out like that Jerk :)
21st-Oct-2005 04:56 pm (UTC)
Oh please, Troy - who are you kidding?
21st-Oct-2005 05:05 pm (UTC)
everyone knows there is nugut (sp?) and marshmello inside the crunchy shell but you just eat right through the crunchy
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