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I have spent nights with matches and knives... 
26th-Mar-2005 08:51 pm
I'm in a mood. A not-so-stellar one. There are more children here than usual, so I'm more overstimulated than usual and have shut myself up in my room. I'm irritated for personal reasons, and the news is pissing me off everytime Reuters sends an alert to my inbox, so I've disabled them for the time being.

Dear Terri,

I'm sincerely hoping that it was only since you've been unable to comprehend anything and everything that your family turned into the vicious, manipulative, lying cunts that they have. I hope that they were great and unlike this while you were a child, so that you never knew anything of them in their current regard.

I hate that they have solicited the God Nazis to further the agenda of right wing politics in the name of concern for you, and that all those careerists and opportunists have managed to all but pick your bones while you're still breathing. I'm really hoping that I'm not asking too much, but I would very much appreciate it if you could go ahead and die as soon as possible please. Because it's long past time, and I believe as many do that this fight to keep you lingering on like this is cruel.

It is going to be truly sickening when they make you a martyr and shed millions of empty, sentimentless tears over your passing. It's heartless and it's disgusting, and I for one will be grateful when you're gone, not because I don't care, but because every account of what you were like before this happened suggests that you would really hate what has been said and done in your name, and they're not going to stop until they've made you the new messiah.

It wasn't enough to rip apart the man you chose to share your life with, their bloodlust knows no boundaries. I've got a candle waiting for your time, and when it comes, I'll honor you in spite of the hopelessness that has been you. I'm sorry, Terri, I really am.

Jude


Call us soon, six10steve, and let us know you're okay. Also, I miss you, xtex - I hope I get to see you both soon.

"And I feel forsaken, like the things I gave away."
Comments 
27th-Mar-2005 01:55 am (UTC)
What pisses me off and disgusts me, is that the blood family doesn't want her to die for their own fucked up selfish fucking reasons. Her husband shows more love for being able to let her go, than further let her lay in a bed for however long she does. Her parents have no room to talk, imo. They let her go when she married her husband. "Who gives this woman" should hold more clout than just in love. Stupid stupid empty heartless people who can't let go. JUST LET GO ALREADY.
27th-Mar-2005 01:58 am (UTC)
He stays by her bedside, the only time he leaves is when he has to or when he leaves so those fucking vampires can see her. It's up to him if they get to see her at all, yet he allows it, and he's a murdering bastard.
27th-Mar-2005 02:05 am (UTC)
I don't know if you read my blog or not (janine_blog), but I wrote about an article that I read on CNN today that shows just how manipulative Terri's parents have gotten in their desperation to save her, if you're interested:

http://janine.typepad.com/blog/2005/03/more_on_terri_s.html

(but maybe the stuff in that article is what you're referring to here, anyway)
27th-Mar-2005 02:10 am (UTC)
Well done, I did in fact read this earlier.

The latest in the outrageous claims from the parents' attorney's is that she's bleeding from the tongue and eyes. What else are they going to say, I mean what the fuck tops receiving stigmata?
27th-Mar-2005 05:03 am (UTC)
Please tell me they're not really saying that.

link?
27th-Mar-2005 05:06 am (UTC)
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7293186/ - page two, close to the middle. Also, see this Foxnews gem:

27th-Mar-2005 07:09 am (UTC)
I can't help but think there of the line in Princess Bride... "He said To Blathe, which clearly means to bluff. He must have cheated at a card game with one of you or something."
27th-Mar-2005 02:19 am (UTC)
I'm sorry you're over stimulated and irritated. I take 50% of the blame.
27th-Mar-2005 05:07 am (UTC)
S'okay. I love you, that's what matters. I hope you're sleeping...
27th-Mar-2005 07:55 am (UTC) - Re: I have spent nights with matches and knives...
ah, here's a place where i can be catty:

it's now pretty obvious to me who was responsible for terri's eating disorder.
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