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BACK DOOR BOY IN A FRONT DOOR WORLD
OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY - THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE
New Artwork 
2nd-Feb-2005 10:30 am
I was paid a visit from my muse early this morning. Apparently, she's quite angry. I cannot tell you exactly what possessed me, it was a combination of many things. I had a dream about a picture I'd taken two weeks ago, of the concrete abutment that supports a train trussel downtown. All I remember was being trapped inside of it, with an irregularly shaped window looking out. I managed to break part of the glass, but I was still trapped inside of this huge, decaying concrete pillar with no one around to console me or even hear my screaming, completely panicked until I was resolved. Try to imagine that before viewing this piece. It was meant to be painful, gritty, angry, and provocative, as it represents how I feel when I'm disconnected. That is about all of the explaination I'm willing to give, let the title speak for itself.


Comments 
2nd-Feb-2005 03:44 pm (UTC)
I am terribly impressed. That's stunning.
2nd-Feb-2005 04:51 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 03:45 pm (UTC)
ok, it took me looking over this three times to see the person in the center, which then proceeded to make me jump out of my chair.

I LIKE IT!

seriously, that's just really fucking cool, jude.

(Also, have I mentioned this week that I love my desktop? cuz I do. Still makes me happy everytime I look at it)

Also, as a former member, you should come to AF05!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
ROFL, I can see you doing that.

I'm loving that you're still using that desktop, and that it brings you joy!

AF05 is not possible, I'm afraid. Would that I could make it, though.
2nd-Feb-2005 03:49 pm (UTC)
That's amazing. I need to learn how to do stuff like that.
2nd-Feb-2005 04:52 pm (UTC) - Thank you!
It's not as hard as it looks, if you're fairly PS7 proficient and have the right brushes/know-how.
2nd-Feb-2005 05:04 pm (UTC) - Re: Thank you!
Yeah, brushes for PS7 are key. I know this because I only have PS6 and can never use the damn things. >:(

But I do love when I use brushes for something and people think it looks all professional and shit. :)
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2nd-Feb-2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 03:59 pm (UTC)
holy shit! i love it!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:25 pm (UTC)
I am just in aww...

YOU ARE THE SHIZZLE!!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:26 pm (UTC)
wow, I felt exactly like this the past few days. good job
2nd-Feb-2005 04:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 04:27 pm (UTC)
That's very cool. It has a certain Nall quality to it. I like it ver much.
2nd-Feb-2005 04:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 05:16 pm (UTC)
OMG...that is so amazing.
2nd-Feb-2005 05:25 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 05:17 pm (UTC)
Nettie doesn't like Africa anymore.
2nd-Feb-2005 05:36 pm (UTC)
::knocks Mister upside his gat damned head, puts Shug Avery pee in his Daddy glass::
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2nd-Feb-2005 05:52 pm (UTC)
;O}

Did you ever get the stuff I sent?
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2nd-Feb-2005 05:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
2nd-Feb-2005 05:49 pm (UTC) - Really cool artwork
...but CREEPY!

CREEPY!
2nd-Feb-2005 05:53 pm (UTC) - Thanks!
All your creepies are belong to ME.
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2nd-Feb-2005 06:27 pm (UTC)
Why thank you, sir! And thanks again for the phone call!! (see icon)
2nd-Feb-2005 07:56 pm (UTC)
That's beautiful and tremendously disturbing at the same time.
2nd-Feb-2005 07:58 pm (UTC)
That was the intention!
2nd-Feb-2005 08:05 pm (UTC)
you should register at deviantart.com.. seriously.. and check out my dad's shit.. dholms.deviantart.com..

and it's great.. i think it'd go over well at dA.. those are good kids..
2nd-Feb-2005 08:43 pm (UTC)
Wow, interesting stuff!

I might be tempted to register at DA if I could produce with any frequency, alas I don't. Perhaps if it started flowing again I would, though.
2nd-Feb-2005 10:49 pm (UTC)
doesn't matter frequency, and it's free. you CAN opt to pay for it with more options, but bare stuff is free. besides, there's people you know there. /wink wink nudge nudge. :)
2nd-Feb-2005 10:51 pm (UTC)
objective accomplished. definately the smothering panic and sadness is conveyed here. it's very overwhelming. it's an athsma attack in an image, that moment where you don't know where your next breath is coming from, if it's going to come at all.

just incredible.

may you have no more nightmares like this. may you always find wings to fly you away from there.
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