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For Now... 
16th-Jan-2003 11:37 am
It's over and done for the time being, I am no longer employed at the station. I will hopefully go back one day soon, but for now I have no job.

All of you who consider me a friend understand something please. The how and the why this happened DO NOT MATTER - all that matters is what is. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want want or need other people talking about it or getting stories or looking for reasons. I'm humiliated enough as it is. It just doesn't matter how or why - I have to get some stuff sorted out with myself and what I need is for people to just support me without pitying me or making an issue of this. Yes it sucks, but that's what I need and what I'm asking for. No pity, no condolances, just be there if I need you and act like nothing is different. I really don't need another reminder of just how completely fucked up some things are to make me feel a little lower - so spare me that please. I ask for no more, I expect no less.

On a happier note, I have a big contribution for Miss Barbara's yard sale, Cheryl - a bunkbed set with a metal frame that has a twin mattress on top and a futon on bottom that folds up into a sofa - mattresses included, not a thing wrong with it at all. Let your mama know and I'll get it to her for her yard sale. When is that, by the way?
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16th-Jan-2003 09:42 am (UTC)
I don't kno if you will take this to heart or not but here goes, I have no idea what happened at the station, But i do know that you are a great guy. You will find another job. Keep your chin up.

Andrea
16th-Jan-2003 10:10 am (UTC) - Thoughts...
My luv, I don't care what happened at the station, as long as YOU are alright. If you tell me that you are going to be just fine & all is well, then I won't even THINK about what happened. If you don't let me know that you're OK, or if I find out you're NOT OK, I WILL. I love you dearly & don't wish anything negative to ever happen to you. I don't pity you or feel sorry for you because I know who YOU are. I send you all the positive energies I can right now...


As for the yardsales, I have NO clue when they will start having them again. But Mom would LOVE any donations you have. I'll let her know what you've got & see what she says. If she can put it in the shed, she will, but somehow I doubt that will be immediately possible.
16th-Jan-2003 12:34 pm (UTC)
You know where Mom is.

And don't be too damn proud to ask for something or Dad and I will have to kick your ass! Do you understand me?
16th-Jan-2003 12:39 pm (UTC)
I believe the yard sale is next weekend.
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16th-Jan-2003 05:18 pm (UTC) - hug
youre always kind to me so i love ya kiddo...
16th-Jan-2003 07:08 pm (UTC)
Hey-- you always know where to find me. COOKIES!
16th-Jan-2003 08:05 pm (UTC)
on an utterly random, completely pointless note, the pictures on your icon are adorabibble! love ya, jude; thanks for always being the one with the random comment that makes me laugh when i'm upset (even if it IS via lj instead of me ever seeing you in person since john holmes is almost nonexistant at this point, and i'm thoroughly mad at him as of uh....now...am i babbling? back at the ponderosa...) and also, thanks for keeping me semicurrent on various happenings with your news bulletins. the fornication laws made for interesting denny's discussion the other night! love ya hunny! :D
16th-Jan-2003 09:12 pm (UTC)
BANSAIIIIII!! *body slams Jude* Ahem..okay so it can't happen since I'm probably half your size...but just wanted to make you smile :)
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